I'm not a candidate for next season.
The reason ; I'm considering to stop with this game, because of the Dutch forum and due to ;
The hate against my person, the many big lies about my person and the extreme negativity against my person.
Well, beter said against a person they make up in their own minds with lies about me, and they decide for me what I think and trying to convince/manipulate others to think extreme negative about me too. And the hate grows because they are very frustrated that I play this game with fun, very frustrated that I help beginners and very frustrated that there are a lot of CFF managers who are kind to me.
They convince eachother that this game can only be fun when they succeed in banning me and my team.
And to be very clear about this ;
the paragraph above are
facts (even the hate part), and not just my opinion / point of view, or even false delusions of me.
Because it is very predictable how they react on the paragraph above ; they react always with false personal accusations and in this case it is perfect for their evil goals to make everyone think that I have false delusions. And I even think that they are really convinced that they are good persons and I'm the very bad and negative person and that everyone has to think about me in the same extreme negative way as they think about me.
Too me it is forum abuse to express this on the Dutch forum everytime.
And really frustrated that they try to manipulate everyone to think extreme negative about me.
Also I have to point to be entirely honest, that the forum troubles this time was more or less was caused be me, in contrast to all other and many, many same forum troubles in the past. I never ever started those, and it is really frustrated that everytime someone of those Vos haters try to manipulate the Dutch forum that everytime I was the one who started it. Not true. And yes, true, that I was always involved because I'm the target of the hate campaigns they started everytime. But because I'm involved everytime, to them that is proof that I always started every forumtrouble of the past many years. I guess it is really important to them that they want everyone to believe that, every time they bring it up, and it would perfect to them if I get the blame of something that they caused everytime.
And it was quiet for a few years, not such forumtroubles anymore, because Oska intervened a few years ago and made it very clear that he does not tolerate such childish schoolyard-bully-behaviour on the Dutch forum.
But it is obvious that the frustration about the person they made of me did not go away. I even think it is worse now, because they could not express themselves with their bully-behaviour on the Dutch forum after the intervation of Oska. And I was (and I am) very thankfull to Oska that he did this. But there are some persons who were really frustrated about this action of Oska, so more frustration and more hate towards me, and the Dutch anti-Vos app group reinforces that and a perfect place to convince eachother what an extreme negative person I am that they created themselves in their own minds. I am nothing like the person they blame me everytime that I am according to them.
Everyone on all other forums in other games can confirm it is ridicoulous and extreme negative how they think about me, and I think there a lot of CFF managers too who don't agree with that I am a very bad, mean and negative person. Also in reallife nobody experiences me as the very bad, mean and negative person they made up I am. In fact, it is the opposite in reallife.
Also I have to point out that this time it started with a very positive forumpost of me with good intentions. But somehowe it went out of control, and this is the only time I blame my self for that (for a part, not entirely). I'm not perfect and I guess I'm still a bit frustrated about the previous forum troubles (end of May). Reason enough for me to seriously consider to stop with this game. At the moment it is almost sure I will stop, it is just a matter of when. But I don't want to make the decision in emotion right now, not a wise thing to do because this is an awesome game with many very kind people and I have a lot of good contacts with other people in this game.
But that group of always the same Dutch people spoils the fun I have in this game, and I play this game for fun.
The Australian NT topic is not the right place to express the text above, I agree with that, and a possible sorry to the people who take offense that I use this topic to speak out of this subject.
Anyway, it is the reason that I will not be NT candidate next season and the reason I seriously consider to stop with this game.
Thanks to the many persons who convinced me to keep on playing this game after the extreme forumtroubles end of May.
But already the 2nd time this year that I am considering to stop with this game, that is too much, so no influences of others this time with my decision. Keep in mind that my goal in an online game is to have fun, and I'm 100% sure that in every other game I will not experience this hate, big lies and extreme negativity. In fact the opposite ; everywhere else people really like me and everyone thinks I'm a very positive asset to a forum. Huge disadvantage is of course that other games are not so great and awesome as CFF, butit might be better for me if I play a less great game then continue with CFF. But I did not decide that yet. The decission not be a NT candidate is 100% sure in this circumstance that I really seriously consider to stop with this game. Enough is enough, I guess I have a limit to bear/endure such hate against my person, hate based on big lies and extreme negativity against my person.
For people who want to contact me about other subjects, use ingame pm, it can take a while before I read a forum-pm.
And please not about this subject, because it does not matter if I stop with this game.
Let's finish with a more delightfull text
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Very well done in NT race 6, AA !
Now 5th in the ranking by countries.
Spain and Italy seems to me the numbers 2 and 1 ( or 1 and 2 ) in the final season ranking.
And the current nr2 Latvia has already 230 points more as Australia.
So a 3rd place seems to me not possible with just an Australian nr19 in the golden flat cobble list.
Perhaps there is an outsider-rival such as Denmark, just 9th with 695 points, but the nrs 2, 4, 6, 14 and 15 in the golden flat cobble list.
If Australia can hold on to the 5th place, it will be an excellent result.
Good luck in the final stage !
